There's More?

So....again the dark passenger is at my side. In the mid eighties I heard a song "Mr. Blue" the chorus was "I'm mr blue and I'm here to stay with you and no matter what you do when you are lonely I'll be lonely too". Through out the song it gives you examples of situations that individuals find themselves in that have caused pain and sadness. This simple song exposed to me "the dark passenger" the mass of negative energy that lingers and waits at every turn to make any circumstance or situation into something greater than it really is by lying to me. And making everything a crisis. The simple fact is that there is a path that if you follow you may keep the dark passenger at bay but I often veer off the path and play outside the lines with the excuse that one must live a little. Later I feel the "bite" and it's not pleasant and unlike Pavlovs conditioned response exercise I keep going back knowing the outcome expecting that a different one will show up and then I label it "faith", expect the unexpected.

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