Friday, May 27, 2011

Dreaming...

It is something I find myself doing a lot lately...and I can't quite answer any of the questions that people may have about my dreams but they have to do with a much wanted vacation...
This sunset captured the feeling I would get after a long day enjoying some getaway time by the pool and heading up to the room for a quick shower and a nap in order to enjoy a nice diner and a lovely night out...all until the rise of the sun...and repeat it all over the next day until the vacation is over....God, I gotta stop having these dreams..!
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Wednesday, May 25, 2011

More..?...

Most of the time I am content...but there is always that moment when things tilt a certain way and I feel it's not enough...what I have learned to do is ignore it and move on...but lately...it has been coming back with a bit more frequency and it is some thing I need to examine and maybe take it apart and do some analyzing....more, do I really want more or is it something else..?

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Friday, May 20, 2011

It's The Overlooked....

As I watched my oldest son get ready for his prom I became aware that I had not taken the time to see him today I saw him for the first time I had still saw him as that three year old standing in the hallway of our apartment bright and happy and eager to go and explore....and here he was going to start his first year as an adult with a whole world before him...ready to do his thing and try his hand at it...in an odd way it filled me with hope and opened up a world of promise that I had overlooked.....
A lot of life is in the small blessings when we are always in search of the big things....don't forget about the small moments they mean so much later on...
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Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Really...Think About It...

I have to speak about this because "complaining" has become an epidemic and is affecting many people that I know...So, it has been raining in Boston for 3 days and it's Wednesday, the weather people are letting us know that Mr. Sun won't be around until Friday..and only for a bit...and people are loosing their minds..Really?...in the southern part os this country people are watching their earthly possessions FLOAT on by!!...so the next time you wanna "complain" Stop take a breath and think about it..!
So now I will step off my soap box...thankyouverymuch...
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Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Missing....

"When you close down on life, life closes down." ~ Elena Brower.

This morning while going through my readings the above quote struck me, well more like smacked me in the face. "I didn't see myself this way"....that sentence alone told me I was closed. Which set me out on a mental trip that ended in me admitting that for the longest I have been refusing to be open to life and all that I loved about it, granted I was fooled but upon reading this my "life" eyes were wide open to all that I stopped doing (which I always had a convenient excuse for) wow, I must get back to "living" and being open...that was what I had been missing for a very, very long time... I would also like to thank someone..you know who you are for calling me on the BS...last Friday...
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Thursday, May 12, 2011

Read It On Yahoo Answers...

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From: jurasoca@comcast.net
Date: Thu, 12 May 2011 23:51:20 +0000 (UTC)
To: jurasoca<jurasoca@gmail.com>
Subject:

I am depressed because I have no skills or education and there is too much competition for jobs,HELP?

So I been thinking of joining tons of contest and lotteries, but I am not sure about that.

Best Answer - Chosen by Asker

Joining tons of lotteries and contests is not the answer. if you have no education, and cannot compete for good jobs, then you cannot complain if you are not doing anything to improve yourself. NOW is the time to go back to school when there isn't any jobs so that when you finish school, maybe the economy will be hiring again, and you will be able to put your education to work for you. If you cannot go back to school, or do not want to, I still feel like you have no right to complain because people are picked for a lot in life, and that is just the way it is. We all cannot be educated, we all cannot be rich, we all cannot be what we want.....try to just accept your lot in life and get whatever satisfaction you can from your life. I am poor, have a low paying job, am a single mom, and am just barely getting by. I have next to nothing, but I am rich because I have everything that $$ doesn't buy. I am happy with my lot in life. Yes, it did take me a long time to come to terms with it, and for a long time I was NOT happy with it, but I have learned it is better to just be happy with what you are given, making the most of what you have to work with rather then being negative and unhappy all the time. I have changed my attitude from being 1/2 empty into being 1/2 full, and i couldn't ever be happier. You can too, if you really want it

like a candle torn by the wind..like a moment waiting to end

Tweet from @ralphmarston

@ralphmarston: It is never too late to choose the very best direction you can imagine.
This sort of captures the essence of what I was thinking all day today....now I must choose...the best way to execute...

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Merging..

The vision in my head has to eventually become present, the now the today that I constantly keep envisioning...for ten years now...must focus and do what needs to be done..
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Why...

I was just talking over some things with a pal as in...why can I see all that I want to be in my mind and I can even see others doing some of the things that I would like to do...but when it comes to actually doing it something stops me...what is that something that stops me? He simply said...you(ME)..!
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What's Wrong....

What's wrong? Well tell me how can you have all or let's say most of the answers. Here you are for example: to loose weight, eat less and exercise.
: to do what you love find out what it is and find a way to do it.
It's hard, it takes a lot of hard persistent work to get anything you really want. No one tells you that to chase and live your dream you have many things to do and go through. Why don't they just tell you the truth first and then sell you the "pie in the sky" mumbo jumbo. Then after you get all the facts you have a real decision to make and that is to do it or not either way life is hard, but do you want to live or exist? To I've is to do things to get what you want and what you should want is what you love. To exist is to let every other person emotion and circumstance decide what or where yopu and up....but no matter what the path..you can not complain..! That is the only rule..go and do what you want....
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Thursday, May 5, 2011

Energy=Color...

I look at this foto and instantly I'm filled with expectation a high level of energy and feeling that all will be ok...what do you feel?
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Sunday, May 1, 2011

Listening....

After a long walk around Boston...multiple thoughts floating around my and even sharing a few with you...I've reached home and now I am laying in bed listening to the birds share the events of the day with each other...always makes for a great ending to any beautiful day..
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Looking At The Same Thing...From A Different Place..

I'm constantly looking for a different view of the same place and sometimes it looks different and sometimes it just looks the same. What I notice is that I am in a different mental space....because no matter where the thing you're looking at is you maybe in a strange place in your life...happy, sad or indifferent each one shares a new view..
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Limitless..

Sometimes I think about that word and even try to accept it as a concept...but to believe it as a reality?...that is when things become cloudy for me.
To actually believe in your abilities to point that what you want is attainable that the life, job relationship you want are all possible. Think about it try to picture the ideal situation and then head in that direction take action or actions to make it real...
Impossible, not true? Take the tallest building in you city and look at it because that started out in someone's head as an idea and now you are looking at it...apply that to all you own see and have all opf it was an idea..."limitless" takes on a whole new meaning..
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