Understanding And Accepting.....

Sitting here letting my mind unravel I step back and just listening to the thoughts roam around my mind, most of the time they are silly but every now and then I get a small surprise and it was this, "you can't be the person you were 30yrs ago you must be the person you are today"...after that my world made a bit more sense.....enjoy..
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True Summer...

I recently had a conversation with a friend about "the weather"...yes, the weather and how fortunate we have been this past Spring and Summer that both of them have been true, temperature wise and in general. this only leads me to believe that this trend may continue and we will have a true Fall and Winter...
I also became aware that I really appreciate all the seasons and felt odd the one and only time I was with out them (when a hundred years ago) I spent ten months living in the Dominican Republic..Christmas didn't feel like Christmas with out the cold and snow; well enough of that, they all have their unique traditions and I like them all.....and the picture here is one of the many reasons I like Summer....
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Hey!

Yes I know it's been a while but I have been ah how do you say....yeah that's it "busy". Nah not much going on just enjoying this beautiful summer day on this quiet street in the town of Framingham, Ma. And getting ready to start my day of driving around Framingham.
I have also decided to take a new approach to this blog thing and make daily entries including a view for today and a brief line or two or three...well anyway it will have something to do with the view, picture or pictures... And the accompanying thoughts. It will be almost like a picture of my insides...you know thoughts...
Well here I go...and hope this doesn't turn into a fashion blog....hmm, there's a thought..out!
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LATELY......

     As of late things have been going a bit slower than expected or maybe they are at the pace they should be and I am just trying to inject my insecurities into the matter. I have been seeking inspiration from books, quotes and other various tools and I have even begun reading a book I had no desire to read but many people have highly recommended it to me so I finally gave in and got to reading it and halfway through the first chapter (no surprise) have lost interest and stopped. Then I “got it!” the realization that I dislike when people try to convince me of something I feel I should discover on my own because then I own it, it becomes my experience and I cherish it all the more than having someone describe theirs to me in hopes that I will enjoy it in the same way or want to have the same experience. It doesn’t happen. I like to have my experience my way and if you like I can share it with you in hopes that you will have your own. So here I sit in front of this laptop typing this brief anecdote in order to inspire you the two people that actually read it, to go out and have your own adventure and live your life and not keep track or score by (what most of us do) looking at what your peers have accomplished with the same time given to them…this has been one of the toughest traps for me to overcome on a personal level. You know it measuring up to some ideal set by someone you’ve never and will most probably ever meet and even if the person and you went and graduated from the same High School on the same day with the same grade point average then twenty-five years later you run into him around the Copley area in Boston and he is exiting his brand new Mercedes SUV as you are heading for the bus stop and you have that ten minute conversation and he is out celebrating just purchasing his second rental property not including the single family they actually live in and you don’t even own a car….and he and his wife of twenty years are also celebrating the acceptance of their twenty-two year old son(had him while still in high school) who just finished four years in Harvard and is going on to pursue a masters at some other fancy over priced university, because by now you have tuned out and you somehow invent an oh so urgent reason for having to cut this conversation short and answer the question, “so what are you up to?” with “oh not but much but hey lets catch up here is my email let me know when”….later gotta go….