Listening To The Rain.......Wondering

Listening to the rain fall has a calming effect on me. As you all know I "wonder" a lot, it's just part of my make up like a genetic incription. Most of the time I let them float around in my head some of them are fun others are a bit sad but once in a while their is "that" one you know the one that won't give up it comes about every month then it seems to pick up steam and come around more often.......that one for me is.....
What is your persistant thought?

Wondering....About Do Over....

        Today I definitely wanted a do over..I work with a person that wants total control over as much as he can get his hands on and I can't relate. He is always trying to get me to join him in his rants or should I say complaints about the work load and the money he is paid to perform the job. I for one if not in agreement with the set up at any place of employment I simply move on, you know look and get another job then give the two week notice. I realized a while ago that there are some people you can talk to and get some sort of result or even come to a workable agreement. With this new supervisor I thought things would a bit on the reasonable side and he is a bit of a go getter and that helps move things along when it involves getting the new hardware we needed to be on the same page as the rest of the region, which is good, but the "complaints department" is definitely closed…ok with me but not with my co-worker, this is where the rub is you know the "do over".This is when I would like to go to the first day when I was introduced to "Negative Nelson" (not his name), I wish I would have not been so friendly….but I thought I would let my guard down and genuinely give this person a chance, never again will let my guard down. Will keep to myself and keep them at a distance maintain a more professional relationship; I just don't do well with people I am not a "people person" UGH! Now I must engage in that very uncomfortable talk with "Nelson". It would go something like this, Nelson I just realized that you need a nanny and I am sorry to say that I am not it, I don't want to join you in your crusades against "the company" if you are unhappy please find a way to air your grievances through the appropriate channels and please do not include me in those discussions, thank you. Basically Fuck Off! I don't want to hear your shit any more, if you are not getting what you want here please pursue your happiness and do not waste another day here in this mess!!!!I was just sharing the polite way and the true way to say what I need to say…DO OVER!I was wondering how many do over's would you like to have and should there be a limit or should you just be a split personality, One at work and your true self outside of work. It would be difficult if I had to be my true self I would probably get fired

Wondering And Reflecting.....

I look at this picture and I see what my life has been.
Little bits of lights reflecting along the water and as hard as you may it is difficult to make out the true image before you unless you are familiar with the area. I believe it's named "The Reflection Pool" at the Christian Science Mall at Pudential.
Today in a casual conversation I received another light along my reflection pool and getting more insight as to what direction I should focus in on I would like to thank that person. So now as I venture along the road of life I have another piece to that puzzle.
The path becomes clearer......what's your path looking like? Do you like the direction you are going in?

Wondering And Following...What?

I read something today that made me stop. I could'nt get it out of my head. Then an idea came to me it was more like a vision. I want to follow it and see where it leads. I sense that it is what I must do. It is not the first time that this has happened, but before in the past I gave up on it. This time I don't want to let it go I want to go after it.