Revelation: One

Yeah, today I realized a few things. The first was the "reasons" that we allow and what they really are hiding. Yes we tend to call them reasons and most are valid but why do they have the power to stop us and discourage us from getting to take the first step that will eventually take us to where we truly want to be in life. I know them well they have circled in my head for a while now but ignore them and take back bit by bit "my time" I can see the importance of doing so. The more I do what I want to do, granted in my spare time, you know that time we waste watching other people "live" on television. Yeah those hours, I actually did the math and realized I was wasting a total of 30 hours per week that's like almost 4 hour a day!!!! Think! The next time you say "I have no time!" Where can you switch or cut out and do something instead of sitting and "watching" others live. Pick a hobby...something you enjoy doing for at least one hour a day and see how much you can get done and eventually "take back" your life...and all those reasons you once had start to fade...

Learn From Constant Revelation...

Well...this is where the "rubber meets the road" finally. After much revelation and consideration I have come to the obvious truth that I have been running from for far too long and that is to be content and that "what will be will be". To be honest with oneself is a great treasure worth accepting.
No matter what I want, the truth is I do not have what it takes to become a fashion designer or work in that industry. That was a truth that has taken me 9 years to finally accept and I am ok with it. I must admit that I have a knack for working in low level behind the scene jobs where the pressure is not "the job" and I am allowed to just be...these have proven to be the best work experiences in my life. I can not even express the freedom I feel and the burden being lifted for me confessing this in such a public place. Now the trick will be learning how to stop listening to the "crazy thoughts" that have kept me from seeing this liberating truth..! I guess now that it is all in the open, may not prove that difficult.
..."The truth will set you free"...
Now knowing why this is my all time favorite quote...the worst lies are the ones we tell ourselves...

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@motivational: Everyone enjoys doing the kind of work for which he is best suited. -Napoleon Hill

*Now all I need is to find it!!!

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New...

All new...light illuminating the obvious no need to struggle but coming to acceptance...in turn growth...putting it down and stepping back to observe what has always been there...

Soon...

Hey! I need a getaway...NYC...maybe...?