Real..

"Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped
by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let
the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important,
have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what
you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary."

- Steve Jobs, Jobs is a rad guy who co-founded Apple.

In my daily reads I came upon this quote. It caught my heart because this man has lived his dream....and now he is facing the hardest challenge of his life...but he has accomplish so much...much respect to him and his life for he lived what he believed...so using him as a living example I hope to live even a portion of what he did....God speed to you Mr. Jobs...hoping for the best....as I begin to live my dream....!
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No Matter What...

Every one can see the same event but each will have their own interpretation...I just pray that my heart and actions are one and the same...synchronization is key...knowing walking hand in hand with doing...doing what one is born to do...
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I Don't Know....But...

Yeah I'm 90% not sure but as long as I can see a bit of light...all will be well..
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Not Always...

I am in a strange situation...there is an opportunity on the horizon, one is to stay and accept a position that may increase my pay by $1.50 and I will not be happy might even be miserable. The odd thing is that I will be a bit more comfy financially and may be able to finally have a vacation with my boys next summer. Here is the draw back, I don't have the qualifications for the job but my supervisor says he will get me "in". I don't like that but I'm torn because I need the job and also I will be "that guy" that had no qualifications and got the job because I knew someone. So I'll be the pariah that no body will train and I will always play catch up and will eventually hate it. The only way to get training is to enter the customer service department and that will take 3 months of paid training but there are no openings so there no training classes. The other side is I can take the package and collect unemployment and get my design thing going and work part time retail and hustle it and do what I love to do ....WAIT!! I was dreaming again I'll just be an adult and be "the pariah"..?
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What?

"What is your heart telling you?" This is the heading of another blog by the name of (the daily love), I sometimes read it and all it does is remind me of all the things that I don't do.
This heading in particular is something I don't do anymore, I guess doing it was too painful. I just stopped listening and have been letting reality dictate my "next" move. This is less painful and helps to keep me focused on a more realistic view of my life....
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Hope...

When all seems lost I just look up at the sky...and somehow I know all will be well..
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Beautiful Light....

I love light in it's many incarnations it seems to bring me a sense of hope and joy...it makes anything seem possible...
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Just Before The Rain...

This was the last glimpse of sun light before pouring rain and roaring thunder took over today....feel very familiar...
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Not Yet...

Well, at least it hasn't gotten to this point yet. I think when it does I will most likely be homeless on some fabulous beach panhandling....(Joke). The way things are shaping up makes me feel as though some big major change is about to come the only thing is I don't know if it's good or bad...but it's gonna come....hope with me...that it's not good but GREAT!
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Still...

This is also a recurring theme...
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Lately..

Yes, this sing is what my life feels like lately...not permanent but lately..
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Light...

Sitting in the dark with the window open listening to the rain and using the street light to shine on me while enjoying the silence.
Lately I've notice an odd desire to truly enjoy the weather and with that a few visual flashes of what it would have been like with out the comfort technology has brought us. The primal connection to nature and it's elements back to the core of human kind....then to witness how it all came to be...this is a little bit of what my mind holds on days such as today. As I sit here in the dark listening to the rain....
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Where I Wanna Be...

Often I just pary that I end up where all my loves meet and become a brand new adventure...! That is where I want to be...
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Back...

Finally! Out and breathing fresh air. Loving every moment I am able to do what I love. As I sit here in one of my favorite places and people watch is so energizing....it's almost like it feeds me. I hope that where ever this new path takes me that i will be able to incorporate"people watching"...!
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