I Can't Believe It...

    I can't believe I did what I just did but I did it. This is something that I knew I had to do but was always afraid to and every year I had an excuse. This year I have run out of excuses.

I did it...with the biggest fear in my heart I did it...soon I will share more but be happy for I am on my way!!!

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"the leaves were falling down the sky was crying"

Moving Forward...

The closer I get to who I am...in other words the more genuine I become the easier it is to do what I must and things begin to flow as they haven't done in a very long time. Today there is a difference in the journey and that is that I am involved and more aware of my part in it as before when things seemed to be "happening" to me now I see clearly why...and it makes a lot more sense...

Been A Long Time...

    "It's been a while"...the lirycs to one of my favorite songs, from my dark days...

I never really imagined that thoughts could materialize until I read some where that everything we see was once someone's dream (thought). So at the beginning of this year I focused on changing the music I listen to and what I watch and what I do...and have done things very different than before when all I thought about was security and stability when all it gave me was frustration, dissatisfaction and disappointment in the end. So now I seek opportunity, fluidity and the "new" the things that I avoided for far too long. To say that it is more challenging is true but there is a level of satisfaction that I haven't felt since that day I sat on the window ledge in the living room at 28 Darymple st and on the floor were three denim jackets that I was painting on and a mix blaring through the sound system that I put together...that was one of the happiest moments of my adult life when everything I loved doing was coming together at that very moment...!

So now I incorporate as much of that moment in my daily life...

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"the leaves were falling down the sky was crying"