Almost...But Not Really...

Almost is what I was gonna give into. It was ready to take me through that whole "what if" scenario but I realized what was about to happen and I told "It" NO!! You have no more power over me I have a new vision I am filled with much optimism, therefore I will move into a new and exciting future and leave you in the past. You have kept me away from living my life by lying to me about what is truly possible and attainable, so from this moment on I want you to know that I have become aware of you treacherous ways. I am done believing you good bye!
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Staying Focused Is Hard

Today I was running through a list of things I need start a project that I must complete by the end of February. The time I have set to sort of keep me on track every week there is a specific task that I must complete in order for me to stay on track as I was driving around many other thoughts crept in and distracted me and made me want to do other creative things but at that moment I recognized what was happening. It is what usually does when I'm about to do something I know will lead me in the direction I must go. The odd thing was the moment I recognized what was happening the thoughts faded and clarity had returned and I was able to continue going down my list and actually completed the list. Now I can actually make some headway.
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The Beauty I See...

On most days as I drive around the Massachusetts suburbs I see many views that are so inspirational and beautiful and I am reminded of all the beauty I have had the privilege of having seen. At this point in my life there appear these quick flashes of a life I am beginning to believe I will live me in a car behind the wheel entering a home that feels familiar laying on a large bed and enjoying a quiet morning as the sun rises and shines through a large window and some classical music softly playing in the background....sunrise...one of the most promising time of any new day and I've had the privilege of seeing many of them but the one my heart wants most is the one in my visions..."What's in your future?"
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Inspired..

On one of the coldest days so far in Boston I went out and about enjoying a brisk walk and in the process listening to a mix of dance music by one of my favorite dj's Boddih Satva to say the least very inspiring. As I walked along the streets enjoying the wind the chill on my face and observing the passers by and looking at the store windows slowly moving into the spring season I became flooded with ideas for a small collection of jackets(women's). I caught so many details I could hardly wait so I picked up the pace and sat at one of my favorite places and started to sketching and thinking of fabrics and buttons zippers, wow I have not been this interested in quite some time. Now all I need is to develop at least one of the jackets..wish me luck..
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New Dawn

Here is the new day also known as today...what will you do with it?
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The new year has started....strange but it still feels like last year. I just think that this time I have to pick a path and start. I am choosing the last thing I remember getting some enjoyment out of, and that was sketching patterns, I really want to mix dance music (dj) but that cost money that at this moment I don't have so I will start with what I have and go from there. The new year is seven days old already and it still feels fresh. I am sitting here waiting on my truck that is getting it's oil changed and rear passenger tire repaired. There I met this guy who was upset at the new year saying that it already got off to a bad start and that it started before Christmas and it hasn't gotten any better. As for myself, I am approaching it with caution and a bit of excitement and with more hope than I've had in a long time.
So this year with the blog I will have a more up close and personal than I