"Farce-Book"...Over And Done!!..At Least For Me...

I just deactivated my Facebook account and it feels so freeing...I did not understand it at first then it was fun soon it became a burden until it was just unbearable. Now I am ignorant of any comments any bad days, good days or any such nonsense and if I am truly wanted I will be notified. There were some who took it too personal, some used it as a monitoring tool and others were stalking, something that was not acceptable. So now I am on Twitter and I do not accept negative people or negative comments or people that just want to sell you stuff. I have much more control and people do not take it personal. I micro-blog and it has proven to be a more positive experience. This is all part of my new life; out with the old in with the new!!!
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Do You Want To Get To The Top??

Look at the picture and think...if you wanted to get to the last floor in any of these buildings I mean REALLY wanted it and they told you that the elevators did not work and they offered you the stairs...would you take the stairs?
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Patience....New Life....

This past week I have been taking small steps to enter a new life.....and I read a quote on Monday that mentioned something about leaving the past in the past and that there are certain doors that once closed should remain shut...not to be revisited...That baggage should be left behind and start fresh and to be open to all the new possibilities that will show themselves once you leave all the bad stuff behind. Unfortunately that includes some people and at this point it seems to be the easiest part of the process. Is that bad?
And I still want to get away because that I did not want to make the decisions that needed to be made but I will make them when the time comes and after I make them I might be able to get away...Patience something that I am learning is the best way to go through anything especially a new life....

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Getting Away..

I can't believe that I would love to get away but reality keeps me from doing so. I find myself doing the next best thing and that is taking trips to the places that bring me good memories.
Starting something new in the middle of something else is quite the challenge and I find being overwhelmed by the desire to quit my day job and totally go full on into making clothing but again reality steps in and tells me that "I can't do that who's gonna pay the bills?!!!" This is where the "getting away" comes in and the desire to walk into a new life enters but I freeze, "reality" won't let it happen, so in comes the planning the measuring and all the tedious things that suck all the energy out of me. So I realize that I need a limitless funding machine that will allow me to create and dream and bring these dreams into reality....."I just wanna get away"..
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Still On The Path..

Hey! Just dropping in to let you all know that even though "doubt" and "fear" are still lurking I the inner I is still heading toward the dream. Things are still happening not at the speed I wish them to but none the less they continue....in the right direction in time I will have a couple of pieces to shop around and show...then comes the real work but it for that dream of simply having my own and owning it...hope all is well in your world..check in soon..
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Starting A New Journey

Stating a new journey even a mental one is to say the least strange and at times challenging. Opening oneself up to new ways of seeing and believing has put me in real tight situations when "doubt" creeps in and can come close to dragging me back to my old patterns and the next one to pop in is "fear" and that one has been the biggest boogie man so far until about a few months ago when I looked it straight in the eyes and told him I had been down that road you used to keep me there but no more because from now on you have been exposed for what you are a liar. I expect not only good things but great ones and as you both come and try you will no longer succeed I am on a new open road where the possibilities are waiting for me and I am greeting each and every step with open and expectant heart.
Only I can stop myself. I don't want to any more.....
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