Learn From Constant Revelation...

Well...this is where the "rubber meets the road" finally. After much revelation and consideration I have come to the obvious truth that I have been running from for far too long and that is to be content and that "what will be will be". To be honest with oneself is a great treasure worth accepting.
No matter what I want, the truth is I do not have what it takes to become a fashion designer or work in that industry. That was a truth that has taken me 9 years to finally accept and I am ok with it. I must admit that I have a knack for working in low level behind the scene jobs where the pressure is not "the job" and I am allowed to just be...these have proven to be the best work experiences in my life. I can not even express the freedom I feel and the burden being lifted for me confessing this in such a public place. Now the trick will be learning how to stop listening to the "crazy thoughts" that have kept me from seeing this liberating truth..! I guess now that it is all in the open, may not prove that difficult.
..."The truth will set you free"...
Now knowing why this is my all time favorite quote...the worst lies are the ones we tell ourselves...