The Road.....(Conclusion?)...

As I tried to remember and reconnect to that which lay dormant for so long in me. I realized I had to allow myself to become vulnerable and open and transparent to things that I hid and locked away due to pain suffered.
To simply admit to myself that I still want to live my dreams is difficult; God this is hard, I feel naked just writing the words, they conjure all sorts of painful memories that I do not want to revisit because they expose all my neglected desires to achieve the once achievable, held up to the light of the present simply expose all the flaws and this is where the cuts burn but if I am to go on this must be. They will heal in time and I will push through.
Today I go back to the place where I left off. I go to pick up that left dream left behind. To resuscitate and bring back to life and bring it to the present.....difficult but not impossible. Do I dare?
I do, I do dare....This new road is lighter, it holds so much more promise not because it's different but I the traveler on it is. There is more depth which I am certain will make this time a richer more fulfilling experience......Here I go..
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