Wandering And Simply Accepting….

I was driving around as I often do (it’s actually my job).
It allows me plenty of down time to wonder about many things in one day. I am beginning to think it may be detrimental to my mental health, all this time to wonder and wander.
Today got me thinking; what is wrong with the way I live and where I am in my life. How is my situation not the one I need right now at this very point in my life? Everyone is not meant to be on top there are different stages in life someone has to be the one…there has to be someone to pick up your garbage and another to wash the windows as there is some body at the bank window another at the head of the bank to run things at the top. Throughout the whole scheme of day to day life there is a place for everyone and everyone has their place. Maybe I just have to know that this is where I need to be for now. The moment that I accepted that thought all this pressure that I used to feel fell away and I was free. Just sitting here writing about it is freeing.
I no longer do I hear nor feel the clock of fate ticking any longer…..