As I drove around this morning I thought about a question presented to me. "It was if your life depended on it" or "this is a do or die" decision. I couldn't think my brain just went blank.....I remember saying to someone that I can't suppose anything it has to be real but it's not true because I find myself fantasizing most of the day dreaming about that "perfect life". The life where I have the job I love, the house I love and the Mercedes and the most important my "boys" my two sons. With out them none of what I dream would be worth it. I often think that if it were not for them I would just let go and save until the day came then I would go.....disappear and see where life takes me. "To be free" that is what I truly want just me and the world.
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