Conscience.....

Conscience….I often wondered about it until I was awoken to mine. In that moment I was filled with clarity and since that moment I have had many lapses and many small “a ha” moments…where there is a silent confirmation of some that I should have known but only then was I able to understand. At first when it started happening I was not aware but there came a day when I was told that if I did not do what the doctor recommended I would die…..and up until that moment death was just a word to me. All I believed was not enough. I realized I lacked understanding in a very tangible and substantive way. At the time my only concern was to become rich and important and to some degree famous. The focus of my life was on the physical and the material not once did I ever truly consider anything else. The unseen materialized and all made sense. The switch was flicked on and has up until now not been shut off, the light may dim but it never goes out. From that day on I looked at everything differently, people, animals and plants all had a purpose a distinct function a task to contribute day by day no matter how insignificant it may seem it was all part of a bigger picture an intricate web that was all connected to this great energy that was flowing through all of existence and even if I did not understand I learned that in time I would and any question that I asked I received an answer in due time……I wonder how many people never wake up to their conscience……… Are you awake yet?